3B

Kanser sa Suso. Stage 3B. Sakit na dumapo sa paborito kong pinsan. Di kaagad ako nakabisita dahil parati akong may sakit – sore eyes, sore throat, cough, colds. Lintek kasi ng panahon. Pabagu-bago.

Nagkaroon ako ng oras para bisitahin siya kagabi. Dinala ko na rin ang mga regalo para sa mga anak niya. Kung may suot na bonnet, di mo akalain na may sakit na kanser si pinsan. Malusog pa rin. Tumaba pa nga ng konti. Pero pag tinanggal na ang takip sa ulo niya, dun mo na mapapansin na halos kalbo na siya.

Totoo pala yung nakikita sa tv at sine. Yung kakaunti na lang ang buhok sa ulo. Kakarampot na lang. Parang spiky hair. May parte na konti na lang. May parte na madami pa.

Nagulat ako nung nakita ko si pinsan na halos kalbo na. Pero di ko pinahalata. Kagaya pa rin ng dati ang pakikitungo ko. Nag-kwentuhan kami kung paano niya na-diskubre ang bukol sa suso niya. Ang chemotherapy at stem cell sessions niya. At ang mga anak niya.

Malungkot ang Pasko ko dahil sa sakit niya at sa iba pang personal na isyu na sa akin na lang muna. But I try to look at the brighter side of things. Di pa kumalat ang kanser sa ibang parte ng katawan niya. She still has a fighting chance to beat the crap out of the Big C.

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15 Responses to 3B

  1. Sonia says:

    So sorry to hear about that C. I believe she has a fighting chance, though…she’s not like other patients who chose to give up and not undergo any treatment… I hope everything turns out ok.

  2. Huwaw! A Tagalog post! 🙂 If we can find cure for AIDS (which I think we already did), meron ding makikitang cure for cancer. So keep your hopes high, at dasal lang lagi. Merry Christmas!

  3. Skron says:

    Sorry to hear about your cousin, man. I lost my favorite aunt and uncle to cancer, the emperor of maladies. It’s good thing she found out early. My uncle and aunt, it has already metastasized when they both found out. They didn’t had the chance. The only thing good that came out of it was that they enjoyed their lives for months.

  4. Atticus says:

    uy, pakisabi sa pinsan mo, daming dasal mula sa akin para sa kanya.

  5. Andy says:

    may she get well soon, scud.
    she has my prayers too. 🙂

  6. ewok1993 says:

    prayers will help. you can count on my prayers.

    eniwei, happy christmas. thanks for a full year of fun reads.

  7. raft3r says:

    all we could do is PRAY
    mahirap pero kakayanin

  8. I hope everything turns out well. 🙂

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